I kinda hoped I was just being paranoid. My vendor is trying to reassure me. It's not his fault, he posted them in good faith, - it's just with me not having received mine, yet two other Brits, whom my vendor posted the same day - got theirs, so I am kinda catastrophising a bit. I will be ok when it comes. It is also because kratom does cost money, albeit my vendors prices are good, I am a homeowner and my little flat needs some much needed TLC, I can't wait till I am spending money sprucing