Righto. Back to plan A and hide the computer etc. You can't cope or are unable to buy anything over-the- Internet. It's too stressful and difficult. You never use it. If you can't buy something in a shop you don't buy it. I'm sure you can fill in the rest. And....I'm sure nothing is going to happen anyway, no visit etc...but easy for me to say. When I'm in similar positions I also can't stop thinking about it and try and plan for all eventualities. I'm sure you're gonna be OK. Keep us posted!