Thanks for your well wishes. It’s banned here so there is always the worry of supply, as some EU traders won’t send it to us because of Brexit. Kratom for me is rough and it does really hurt. Thank you for your compassion. Sorry to hear you broke your back and other bad things happened to you. You still did well with forced CT. I had it from speed once, I made a pig of myself and took too much. It was terrifying. I appreciate your post.