Very similar situation to me, only I’ve found white maeng da most affective for kicking my oid habits. Nice to know you’re not the only one sometimes! Used to order from Kraatje. God knows if they’re still around. KUK have always been great. They ran out of stock once, had to wait ages for the product to arrive. Not their fault, but I’m doing so, I had the chance to sample some of the other strains. Definitely helps you out in a pinch, or when looking for a bit of variety