> I only did 20g a day 20gpd is not little. That's a medium-heavy daily dose. > having trouble feeling the mood lifts/euphoric/motivated This is the first to go. You won't be able to get those same effects you had in the beginning with 20gpd. You have three options: * continue chasing the dragon by seeking higher doses / higher mitragynin content. Will get expensive, more side effects, but will just increase the tolerance eventually * taper / reduce the frequency which will allow you