It saved my life too. I have a genetic disease that causes a lot of pain. I take morphine, but if I take a higher dose when the pain is bad it just knocks me out. Kratom does the opposite. I’ve been able to slash my morphine use, get so much fitter, and give me better pain relief than the morphine. Without it the horror of the disease and the pain sits on me all day. With it my mood is lightened and I can have a good, enjoyable day without being a mental disaster.