Yeah I agree with everything you've said here. You seem like you're going through a bit of a hard time, so I just want to say that it's OK, it's definitely a manageable situation and honestly you're probably closer to some positive feelings than u may realise. I dunno how you feel about tapering, if you've got a plan etc. but I know it can be a bit daunting so feel free to message me to chat if it would help. Kratom withdrawal isn't exactly pleasant but it can be quite manageable, so try and