This took me about 2-3 times as long to read because of the lack of interpunction. I can’t relate in any way, shape or form to your post. I’ve had expensive mid from Kraatje and I am very happy with KB’s price/quality. Can’t comment on ThomThom, but heard nothing but good about it. My conclusion is that you may react differently to kratom, but it seems unlikely that all of your experiences are bad and others (including long time users) are perfectly fine. I call BS.