yes i know, this plant is something different. never had so much struggle to quit a substance like kratom. i guess because you can use it without other people noticing youre on a drug. i drank alcohol on weekends, did stimulants on weekends but never got addicted. K otherwise... damn im so so addicted when i think about the past few months. i will quit and go through hell for weeks i know but i love my former self who was depressed (all my life) but still had feelings. now i feel like a diff