Yep sometimes emotional numbness can be good - when I come off it I get really emotional and I can’t tell if it’s the withdrawals or my life just sucks haha. Yes I do feel it most the day, it peters out a bit as the sips get more and more diluted (as I keep adding water). But I think the psychological effect of sipping something feels luxurious like I’m having an alcoholic drink. I have to be careful not to overdo it as quickly my high can go wrong - just feel fed up, no energy, highly irritabl