I buy from Kraatje. I’m not sure how long it’s been banned in the UK, but I’ve never seen it on sale in any shop here. I totally hear you with being unable to quit, addictive personality etc. I’ve tried tapering and have had some success, but only when I really have to stop (like going on holiday and I’m unable to take it with me). I finished my previous bag two days ago and was full of motivation to have a break but after just two days the anxiety crept in and I thought fuck it. Now my next or