Mate, I have mad respect for you. I’m in recovery from a variety of substances, and know the pain of getting clean. That’s some drive you have on you. Wishing you all the best, I’m not going to digest anything because I imagine you’ve thought of everything, over and over, a hundred times. Nothing I could say would be as relevant as your own head. However you get past this last set of challenges, I’m sure you will, because you have strength right where it counts. Sorry if this sounds a bit back p